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i apologize in advance if my fiction writing is bad or cringe i literally just do it to practice so that in the future when i have a project i give a shit about i'm not 100% unprepared

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readingproject 1 year ago

A rather dark scene!

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Tapilók-bángon

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mental-labour 1 year ago

clerical update please ignore lol

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Methods Devour Themselves is one of the coolest books i've ever read

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mental-labour updated Mental Labour

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letslearntogether 1 year ago

I don't normally talk about this...At one of the lowest points in my life, I quietly wrote out a will, leaving behind what little I have to my sister, and then I formulated a plan to commit suicide with the full intent of carrying it out the next day. I remember praying? that night before I passed out, "God, I'm tired and I can't continue. Take this life or I will take it."

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letslearntogether 1 year ago

While it might sound stupid or trite, I'm grateful that I did not act upon it. I felt a glimmer of hope the next day, one that has steadily grown in the years since. I obviously do not know the details of what you are going through, but I do sincerely wish you a sense of purpose, deep joy, and lasting peace. 🫂

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letslearntogether 1 year ago

...And because I can't ever help myself whenever geekery is afoot, here is a helpful tool for learning Spanish and French: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1zufAk6vPREdgSbrCWYjdBSqVumn-uit8_QUThpvH03o/edit#gid=0 Take care.

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readingproject 1 year ago

For me the idea that "no one should care about anything I have to say or accomplish" is liberating rather than defeating. If no one cares what you do you're free to do whatever can make you happy. On the flip side, making others happy wherever you can is also good for you. And it is the only thing you owe anyone. Dark days seem endless. But they're not. There's a quote I could find from Gandalf there, but you get it

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readingproject 1 year ago

PS: and by making others happy, I simply meant kindness. We all owe kindness wherever we can

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mental-labour 1 year ago

i thank you all for your warm responses, i hope you all continue to do well

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1 year ago

self harm relapse lol

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1 year ago

i just want to be held

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mental-labour

1 year ago

foldable screen phones are the worst invention of mankind

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letslearntogether 1 year ago

I dunno...there are some pretty strange inventions out there...Have you heard of Chindogu?

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mental-labour 1 year ago

no but now that i'm looking into it these are hilarious thanks hahaha

letslearntogether 1 year ago

No problem. Always happy to share such fun little oddities that precious few seem to have heard of...I'm not sure how we acquired it, but as a child I had the 1995 book that popularized the topic for a "western" audience. Been amused ever since.

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letslearntogether 1 year ago

Haha! Apparently Internet Archive has a version of it if you are curious: https://archive.org/details/101unuselessjapa00kawa

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mental-labour updated Mental Labour

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part of the reason i really like borges and also stuff like SCPs is because i think it's really cool to write about things that don't exist as if they do because things that do exist will inevitably bleed in

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