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amari-ga-shin-da crtstatic

11 months ago

your site is adorable!! Also heehee another popn music fan :3c

crtstatic 11 months ago

tysm!! i like your site too!

amari-ga-shin-da 11 months ago

really really :3c TYSM!!!

amari-ga-shin-da updated アマリが死んだ

11 months ago

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zombieish

11 months ago

If its not too hard for anyone I would actually like help identifying what brand those dolls are. I heard its Avon but no info can be found.

zombieish 11 months ago

nvm i found it apparently its a brand called avon

zombieish updated ENTER IF YOU DARE

11 months ago

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killian102004 11 months ago

Babe wake up new zombieish update

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inkcaps updated ❀ F A I R Y L A N D ❀

11 months ago

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inkcaps 11 months ago

Updated my lolita wishlist and main pieces!! ;u;

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nymphblood 11 months ago

Little Princess in black by Physical Drop looks absolutely darling. This is so precious

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inkcaps 11 months ago

@nymphblood not only is it a super versatile piece (with an adorable cut!), but it would also be easy to just throw on as well. I hope to have it someday!! ♡♡ Thank you so much for looking, your comments are always so genuine! ; __ ; ♡

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crow-queen updated Crow Queen - Home

11 months ago

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allyratworld updated AllyRat World

11 months ago

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ophanimkei zipfian-distribution

11 months ago

Hi! Letting you know I readded you to the webring ^w^ You might have to clear your cache to see the arrows! I hope you have a nice day today!

zipfian-distribution 11 months ago

Thanks so much! Have a great day as well

amari-ga-shin-da updated アマリが死んだ

11 months ago

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amari-ga-shin-da jubiland

11 months ago

eeeee i love how pinky your site is :Dc I'll follow back !!

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jubiland 11 months ago

thank u :DD

troubleinthemessagecentre updated TroubleInTheMessageCentre - Home

11 months ago

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inkcaps updated ❀ F A I R Y L A N D ❀

11 months ago

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inkcaps 11 months ago

Late night rambling! Let me know if you can connect with any of this, I'd love to talk about it!! <3

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inkcaps 11 months ago

OH and I changed the background of this month's diary! I like the light twinkling effect ; __ ;

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vashti 11 months ago

I think it's very natural that you'd want there to be little discrepancy between how you perceive yourself & how others perceive you & you shouldn't think too hard about it. I normally feel the opposite of the feeling you've described & feel as though I'm in a perpetual state of change.

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inkcaps 11 months ago

@vashti I agree on both accounts tbh!! It's something I should let go and not feel I have to justify to others. It's something I've been trying to unlearn, but for a whole time I lived like I had something to prove and I can fall into those patterns sometimes. The last few years I feel like I've changed a lot to, but mostly for better. It's fascinating to watch yourself grow over time, just like everything else does!

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vashti 11 months ago

I think rather than seeing it as some sort of justification, you should frame it as authenticity; You're wanting to be authentic & true & there is nothing wrong with that. In fact, it's commendable & shows that you have self confidence.

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ophanimkei 11 months ago

I feel really similarly. I often want people to know the truest version of myself, but I let the worst parts of myself out due to mental illness or sleep deprivation or some other silly thing. And then I feel like I have to work really hard to let people know the "truest" version of myself again even if the part of myself I displayed is technically me too.

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ophanimkei 11 months ago

It's very obvious with family and friends I've known for years. My tastes and interests and personality evolved quite a bit within the last two years, and as a result, I get a lot of recommendations for things I would've liked as a teenager that I've outgrown now.

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inkcaps 11 months ago

@vashti, you are very kind and I appreciate your thoughtful insight. This is a beautiful way to reframe and you're right! At its core it's all about wanting to express the most authentic version of yourself, huh? Thank you, I will keep this in mind!! ♡♡

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vivarism 11 months ago

Are you perhaps worried that others won't accept your changes? Like someone might say, "oh no, I liked the old version better!" Do you need reassurance that, no matter how your beliefs evolve, you can still be loved for the Essence of Sarah at your core? You dont have to answer here and maybe I'm totally off the mark. Just something to think about.

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inkcaps 11 months ago

@ophanimkei the shift from your teen years into emerging adulthood can especially be rife with change imo. It's a big time for exploring your identity and since others aren't privy to your internal world, they still have that particular impression of you. It can be hard!!

inkcaps 11 months ago

@ophanimkei it can be hard feeling like you're being authentic when burdened with things like mental illness and sleep deprivation too... it's easier said than done, but I think it's important to be forgiving of yourself for the times you've been hurting ♡

inkcaps 11 months ago

@vivarism hmm, this is interesting food for thought, I appreciate your questions!! That might be a part of it, and I have felt that fear of rejection in the past, but I think in this example it's like the fear of being perceived as flakey lest I "justify" myself?

allyratworld updated AllyRat World

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