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vivarism 3 weeks ago

kyle neocities you WILL make thumbnail previews for my offsite page updates I COMMAND THEE.... anyways, go read my new blog https://vivarism.net/diary/24/1125 goodnight <333

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vivarism 3 weeks ago

i forgot the clickbait? the clickbait is i beat the bpd allegations

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cloveratelier 3 weeks ago

congrats on beating the bpd allegations! i empathise a lot with some of the stuff you've written here, especially since I was on tumblr when the BPD self-dx thing was really going around and wanted an answer for why i was Like That:tm:. cheering on your efforts towards being your vivariest (if it works as an adjective, lol) self as always!

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pomelo 3 weeks ago

Im always wishing you the best floone! I'm so happy you have support system to help you. You know i'm always here for you 🩡🧑

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hardmachine 3 weeks ago

I feel torn on the concept of personality disorders because on one hand, it's a pretty modern concept and a bandaid diagnosis for what can easily be described as environmental behaviors that cause PTSD/C-PTSD + the whole trope that women are branded as "BPD" by professionals for any little thing. Some autistic traits can be considered BPD. But the specific patterns of behavior attached to "the big ones" are real.

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hardmachine 3 weeks ago

And the trendiness of it in certain communities makes people actively want to "be" that, reshape their behavior to "fit" it, or weaponize it to justify actual abusive behavior... I'm guilty of throwing around the phrase derogatorily and have gone under fire for it in private, but how it's kind of a meme-y trendy dx is why. I don't know where I'm going with this.

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hardmachine 3 weeks ago

I've read this entry twice now, it's both very accurate and insightful.

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pastelhell 3 weeks ago

Floone, you are so strong, resilient, brave, and kind. I'm incredibly proud of you. Never forget the world is a better place with you in it. <3

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vivarism 3 weeks ago

@kiley omg my vivariest... that absolutely took me out. thank you for that and for your encouragement too <333 @poom, i love you so much πŸ₯ΊπŸ’š thank you for everything!!! @capy whoa im glad that you found my entry so interesting!!! labels can only be so useful. it's interesting how they influence our perceptions of others. & @robyn I LOVE YOU!!!!! my world is better with YOU in it πŸ’–

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strawberryreverie 3 weeks ago

Admittedly I was a little confused BPD was ever a possibility for you! It seems that often, BPD is simply a label to slap on women to be written off to never take seriously, to shame them for having emotions. Thank goodness Bree and your therapist put an end to that! I'm so happy you both have the support you need from each other, it makes me teary eyed. (Β°ΛŠΠ”Λ‹Β°) Your sisters always have your back, and you are loved β™₯

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strawberryreverie 3 weeks ago

I hope you will continue down this path of self-discovery, and to the path of healing. Always rooting for you β™₯

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sussuri 3 weeks ago

ahhhh i'm so happy you finally got diagnosis! it does help a lot since you'll be able to get appropriate help and you will get on right track to heal and move forwards. i always felt that bridget is a really sweet and very warm person, i'm glad you both became friends and i genuinely respect her for supporting you so much <3

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vivarism 1 month ago

DONT LOOK YET. IM... FIXING THINGS.

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pomelo 1 month ago

πŸ‘€

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vivarism 1 month ago

┏ (γ‚œΟ‰γ‚œ)=☞ https://vivarism.net/ β˜†β˜†β˜†(oγ‚œβ–½γ‚œ)o EVERYONE PLEASE LOOK AT VIVARISM 3.0!!!!!! (it wont show up on neocities... im working on it)

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jeith 1 month ago

vivarism 3.0 looks amazing, i'm loving all the changes!!

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allyratworld 1 month ago

The return of Flonne wahoo!! New layout is super cute, and congrats on self employment!! Also your flonne.net layout is gorgeous (reminding me i need to play more disgaea ahhh)

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sephiria 1 month ago

This is stunning!!!!!! Congrats on 3.0 <3

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mochagatari 1 month ago

oh hey!!! you're back!!! nice to see you!!

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hardmachine 1 month ago

Happy birthday and happy 3.0!!!

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vivarism 1 month ago

thank you everyone for taking a peek at my hard work <333 It's great to see you all again!

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ninjaweb 1 month ago

Good to see you back on here. Have a lovely time !

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cloverbell 1 month ago

so so so so very cute! I had fun looking through everything... adorable and impeccably designed as always. Welcome back! ^^

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pastelhell 1 month ago

This is so cute!! I will forever be impressed with your design skills. Everything is always so clean and cohesive. S-tier layout.

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snowibunni 1 month ago

Cutest update yet! Your aesthetic taste for kidcore is unmatched. I love browsing Vivarism so much. Truly, the CSS princess ヽ(βœΏοΎŸβ–½οΎŸ)γƒŽ

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vivarism 1 month ago

awww ahhh youre all so sweet to me! thank you so much!!!

dont even know what i should be writing here because the impact your site has had on mine (or me) cannot possibly be quantified....thank you for being so creative, vibrant and beautiful in all that you do! vivarism will continue to be one of my major inspirations in my webbing journey and i hope to make my way through all of your entries sometime soon :-)
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vivarism 1 month ago

tasha!!!!!!! since you left this comment, i've been keeping an eye on your site and wow, you've really come into your own in such a short time, havent you?? i'm impressed by your design sense and the raw force of your aesthetic. your work has only grown in complexity and i'm guessing that means you've put a lot of energy into learning css. to know that i inspired even one line of your code is a true honour <3

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vivarism 1 month ago

i'm very grateful that you took the time to let me know. it took me a couple months to get back to you so i hope you've been doing alright in that time. im not sure what's going on with grad school but i'm always rooting for you, okay? no matter what happens, your life is gonna turn out just fine. we get back what we give, so as long as you keep being your soulful, creative, ambitious self, then everything will work

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vivarism 1 month ago

out. i believe in you <3333 and i love what youre doing with milk-tea!!

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vivarism 1 month ago

hopefully you'll see this lol (οΌƒΒ°Π”Β°) i may have taken too long. either way i'm sending good vibes for you out into the ether. maybe you are feeling them rn & dont even know why......

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vivarism 5 months ago

https://vivarism.net/diary/24/july here we are... another new day another flonne diary...

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pomelo 5 months ago

rip computer ;_; its not out of the realm of possibility that the computer got bopped around in the move and unstuck the thermal paste off the cpu. hopefully you can fix it soon!

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cloverbell 5 months ago

Reading about your history with the Story of Seasons games was so heartwarming! I think I picked up a story of seasons game in an eshop sale (one of the more recent ones.. I was excited that one of the bachelorettes is vietnamese) but I have a habit of abandoning farming games LOL. I’ll have to pick it back up! And I’ve been listening to Dusk to Dawn too, it’s especially pleasant on walks ^^

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hardmachine 5 months ago

I follow one site that's php (on another host) but the Neocities mirror of the front page auto-updates when it does. (Also WTF!! Hope the fan gets fixed..)

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sephiria 5 months ago

so glad to catch an update from you!! missed you a lot and always love reading your entries!

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cabbagesorter 5 months ago

Ah I'm so happy you're working hard on your site and enjoying php!!!

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sussuri 5 months ago

glad to hear you finally have your computer back!! i love these desks, i was looking for one myself... they always make me think about 00s computer setups.

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vivarism 5 months ago

i hope you can find one you like sussuri!! the shelf space is a game changer :+D here's an easy link for my diary entry https://vivarism.net/diary/24/june and a clickbait title...? how about VIVARISM GRAND RETURN!

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mochagatari 5 months ago

nice to see you back, and great new setup!! :D man, I can totally feel you on the refreshing feeling of "I live here! I get my own space!" - I've been feeling that a lot since I moved to my new place too. I'm glad everything arrived safely!

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daughterofbilitis 5 months ago

Oh, that explanation of mental events being like weather was really interesting! Lovely desk setup and hope you have fun decorating the rest of the house!

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pomelo 5 months ago

Two Of Him o_o

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snowibunni 5 months ago

Your desk is super cute all decorated and guarded by two Sans. Ahhh, Bart though!! Make sure he keeps you well hydrated this summer, it's been sooo hot lately β™‘

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strawberryreverie 5 months ago

welcome back flonne and congrats on your puter making it safe and sound!! i can't wait to see what you do with your room, it's already off to a great start! bart β™₯ and i hope you will give yourself the patience and grace you deserve. i'm sorry june has been so hard, but i think anyone would have a tough adjustment period after uprooting like you did!

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strawberryreverie 5 months ago

that feeling of your safety being lost is growing pains. it's scary when you try new things!! but afterwards, you realize hey, that wasn't so bad. or if it was difficult, you have the experience to handle it better next time. sometimes we need the rug pulled out from under us in order to move forward, as terrifying as it is. just know we're all rooting for you and support you β™₯

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aboyandhiscomputer 5 months ago

I really like your Computer setup <3 and i agree June was wait until it gets better type feeling :( But hey July is gonna get better I Hope lmao

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vivarism 5 months ago

@gatari, tysm!! i'm glad your move went smoothly, too. here's to new beginnings for both of us, yeah? @celeste, im glad my weather metaphor made sense to someone else lolol. let's both pay more attention to the clouds passing through ☁︎ @pom ... TWO!!!

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vivarism 5 months ago

@bree, trust me, me and bart are an inseparable pair. you cant rly see it in the photo but he has yellow horn things that are good to chew. @arachne, youre so right about growing pains. whatever hardship im enduring is just exp points that will help me on my next adventure and, in my new home, i'm certain i'll have tons more. thank you for coming along for the ride β™‘!!!

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vivarism 5 months ago

@johnny, yes, we'll definitely have lots more happy moments in July. thank you for your optimism!

Hello! I really loved reading your resource page for ficto relationships. I'm going to try to use some of them. I linked you on my site! 😊
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vivarism 6 months ago

Hi Emmy!!! I haven't got the chance to read your site yet, but I'm so excited to see another yumejo in town!!! Thanks for linking me :+D If you have any resource suggestions lmk, I'll add them! Lastly, here's a warm welcome from me and Sans to Mr & Mrs Zenigata <333

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vivarism 6 months ago

hi! today's clickbait title: is 'brave' a feeling or a character trait?

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ninjaweb 6 months ago

"Someday, surely, I'll recognise my humanity." - important words. Thank you for sharing a part of your day, and wishing you the best for the near future ! Proud of you.

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cloverbell 6 months ago

good job confronting your fears, Flonne! I’m proud of you! A really good cafe that you can walk to and from will give you a lot of opportunities to practice, too.. not to mention a delicious incentive. β€œDo it scared” is a good sentiment, I’ll remember it… whenever I’m scared but have to push through I’m comforted when I repeat the words β€œfuck it we ball” lol

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sussuri 6 months ago

Really proud of you for going out more, Flonne! I love the June's layout, the blue is so calming...

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strawberryreverie 6 months ago

i love the new blog look for june!! it's like i'm gently being caressed by the tide at sea to my ankles and the gentle breeze that accompanies it at the same time. i'm really proud of you for pushing yourself as far as you have and sans is too!! do it scared is a good motto, that's how we grow and begin to see that hey, this isn't so scary after all. i hope you're enjoying all that delicious food. β™₯

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cloveratelier 6 months ago

congrats on the steps you've made towards overcoming your phobias, flonne! im glad that you got to have a tasty treat as a good reward for it also

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angeleyesprings 6 months ago

I'm so proud of you for going outside! The blueness of the sky, the breeze, the sun, the firm earth, take all of it in! You are human, and we're all connected by land and sea. Deep blues really signify the depth of change and nature, don't they? I hope you can enjoy the mountains and beach maybe one day, Sans will be with you!

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vivarism 6 months ago

ahh gosh you're all so kind to me, thank you;; your encouragement lifts my spirits and makes me want to try a little harder. i'm glad that this month's layout gives everyone the cerulean summer vibes i was hoping to convey! && lune i LOVE "fuck it we ball," remind me to show you the sans version

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hardmachine 6 months ago

It's also useful to think of "bravery" as like a muscle- If you keep using it, it'll get easier. I carry one of my Ivy keychains with me on a carabiner now to make going out less boring...

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hardmachine 6 months ago

Good luck having time away from your PC for awhile! It can be a good soft reset on your brain.

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vivarism 6 months ago

Update pushed from the NC editor on my freaking phone... ;;__+;; LOL. Thank you to everyone who replied to my prev update too, i wrote a whole response but like a clown forgot to hit post 🀑 & ty capy! Taking a break from Big Screen to be with Little Screen heh

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strawberryreverie 6 months ago

oh man it's so hard to be without a computer!! but i hope your transition to your new home will be filled with new experiences and the beginning of a new era!! we'll see you soon!

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jeith 6 months ago

good luck with everything - we'll miss your updates while you're gone! wishing you the best on ur computer-free journey :P

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angeleyesprings 6 months ago

Being without a computer is really annoying, but enjoy the break! It's good to take internet breaks... I think it should be a very normal thing

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vivarism 6 months ago

Thank you everyone!!! This period isn't quite the digital detox you may be picturing, more like rattling the cage that keeps me from my beloved web design..... So I really will need "luck" to get thru this heh. Still, it's been nice to get out and Do Moving Things, & I'll keep up with everyone's updates even when I'm trapped on mobile!!

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cloverbell 6 months ago

good luck with your move Flonne! ^o^ I sent you an email about iphone icon customization which could be fun to do while you’re away from your computer. if your switch isn’t packed away yet we could also play ACNH together like we planned on a couple months ago lol!

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vivarism 6 months ago

Lune!! I loved your Flonnecore Finds, thank you πŸ₯Ί you'll be the first to see my phone after I cuten it up! And my switch is unfortunately packed away too;; Hopefully we can still play further into the summer!

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vivarism 7 months ago

my last diary entries for may (probably). they're so normal, i can't think of a clickbait title...

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snowibunni 7 months ago

I know the clickbait: "science cannot explain this simple trick to softer hair. click to find out." I exclusively use mint soaps, relatable vibes. I use ACV on my hair and it does make it softer for me too. Think of it this way, when you're back with a comfy desktop, you'll have a lot to post about with art you made, fic recs, have tons to say about books you read.

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snowibunni 7 months ago

Right? Maybe... I hope you can at least do a little June work from the laptop though. I love your diaries ;;

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cabbagesorter 7 months ago

im the complete opposite, i need my pc to do anything productive and its impossible for me to write anything on phone lmao.. im so happy you found a good space for yourself to socialize in and i hope the feeling of guilt for dipping in and out will slowly wane with time. i think it's pretty normal to pop in and out of convos, especially in group settings.

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cabbagesorter 7 months ago

i do understand the guilt though, i tend to do the same with 1 on 1 conversations...

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cloveratelier 7 months ago

best of luck with the moving mish! i remember how much of a hassle it was when I moved houses having to pack up all my stuff and be hobby-less for a while due to setup :^( i hope you can push forward with the socialising, too! it can be pretty difficult to get back into the swing of, but it's nothing to be ashamed of if you can only do it in set bursts~

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beetleclub 7 months ago

aw, i'll miss seeing you for a while. but i get it, moving is such a difficult time in which you have to decide what and when to pack things up - not to mention the stress of it all, and the blank period where... you can't really do much. but i do hope the upcoming time will do you well! <3

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sussuri 7 months ago

i always wanted to try apple cider vinegar rinse... i even have housemade one (making it is fun endeavor and i want to try it myself, my mom did last year) as i heard it would help with some issues i have

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sussuri 7 months ago

being without computer is daunting, i myself i feel unproductive if i don't have access to mine. i only can stand not having computer around if i get occupied with one of my hobbies again. i can't wait until you'll be back with so much to show and tell!!

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strawberryreverie 7 months ago

the accidental confession!! way too cute

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vivarism 7 months ago

It wouldn't exist without your input!!! You gave me a vision that I had to make reality κ’°βœ©β€™Ο‰`ΰ«’βœ©κ’±

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