It takes a lot of courage to admit you have a problem and tell your story, even if it's semi-anonymous online. I know I don't know you but I'm glad you're making the decision to improve yourself and being open about needing to do so. You can do this.
also been kinda wanting to make a list of every band/musician i have seen live, just so i dont forget. although i dont know if i would be able to complete that because i have gone to so many concerts and i think ive forgotten tons of smaller bands i have seen. but it would be nice to try to get that going.
also happy new year. its been almost 2 months since my last update, but im going to try and get something posted soonish (hopefully)