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vas 6 years ago

Being happy seems difficult, unnatural even. We evolved to outrun tigers, not to be euphoric. First step is having something to wake up for tomorrow instead of wishing for the end. I have a game to finish, a novel to write, and some code to clean up. Mundane, but good enough. Meditation and good art help make me feel content. I neither want nor have a SO, so no need to impress with my skillz/sexiness.

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strata 6 years ago

It costs money to have a doctor examine your ankle? Fuck your country.

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goodmode 6 years ago

i hope you recover soon! it's good that you're so into active sporty activities. i'm sure no one will forget. hopefully they will welcome you back when you get better 💪 anyway, accidents happen, it wasn't your fault!

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strata 7 years ago

Depression tricks you into thinking you're a terrible person. I'm sure you're not... just try to find a way out of that.

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joppiesaus 7 years ago

You DON'T deserve to be depressed! Why would you deserve that? You tried hard. And it didn't have the consequence you hoped it would have. That sucks. You can't help it being you. You can't help being born either. Social stuff is hard. But please, don't think you deserve depression. Don't make yourself feel bad for the sake of making yourself feel bad. I'm having trouble explaining my words to you. good luck!

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flaum 7 years ago

thanks for the comments. i'll try some more.

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strata 7 years ago

I enjoy reading your stuff.

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I'm sorry to hear of your problems; I hope things get better for you soon. ^_^
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Hello depressed CompSci student, depressed CompSci student here!
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