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taking a nap yesterday helping a LITTLE bit to get me through it, and having some fun with friends, but I forgot to pick up my medicine like a dumdum. Which is funny because in my novel I emphasize over and over how the characters that actually need medicine to function are really careful about maintenance. And now I'm too scared to go outside and get it. nice nice nice. I will prevail

scrambling back in because I don't want to use twitter but I DO want to shout random thoughts. Books at 133k words it's stupid long. I am drinking depresso about how hard a time I'm having writing rn. I will prevail or w/e

Do I change the title of Wistaria to run away from the accidental exposure from people who follow another project I have because I can't keep my mouth shut and posted the name? Idk I don't think anyone would be that curious it's merely the ⁺˚*༓ anxiety ✧˖°. talking

maybe I should make an agoraphobe diary on this site since I already have a "screams" page (it's literally just lyrics) and I'm intrigued by the dream pages I've seen around so perhaps I will make one here too. diary would just be me 4x a week going. "outside? disgusting. who decided this I want to get off mr bones wild ride"

oop I need to dig out my transcripts and go get a tuberculosis test today so I can finish applying for this substitute teacher job. which means I need to go outside... me? leave home? leave designated safe place? safe from outside world and crowd? (˵¯͒〰¯͒˵) at least we're going to 99 ranch so I can go get some buldak. cream carbonara my beloved