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New record (about dogs, Zazen Boys and the heavenly principle) and added a section for translations (just some song lyrics for now)
hello. i changed my name - or rather, i have another one now in addition to my nickname. i was previously known as shades, but now i would like to go by constance as well. - constance
IX - A Discourse on Chastity... https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-IX
Btw, it baffles me how Chris-Chan got a girlfriend. Big whitepill, but it's still disturbing watching this demoniac walk freely.
I haven't followed Chris Chan Stuff lately but I doubt that so called "Finnish" girl is actually his girlfriend. The whole pregnancy alarm turned out to be not true.
A lot of so-called people with girlfriends online are not having relationships because they are necessarily attractive. I think people want to be around them for the sake of association. To be part of something that's famous or infamous.
There's this trend of people with relationships having all of their personal private details being leaked out. Turns out people who "Had Sex" are just sexually depraved to the point of doing incredibly humiliating acts just to one up someone online. It's not a good look for them.
@Wizard, flies being attracted to trash is still a match for better or worse. With Chris-Chan, I know people date for reasons outside of love, but I'll give credit where credit's due. Chris met a girl he can walk the town with, and he's probably too retarded to know she's strumming him along. Happens to a lot of guys, but they still count it as "experience" in this depraved world.
This aside, I think it's good to consider that if God will allow His people a fake happiness like in Chris's case, He will grant true happiness for those who keep His commands.
thanks for the interest! this is overcomplicated AND buggy as hell. so it goes like this: 1. a scripting syntax that makes it quicker to write lines of dialogue including scene transitions branching etc, that gets transcribed into json by a plain old node js paring script.
2. the json is dumped in the client-side data script file (gamedata.js on the page) ((its really fuckin huge and not meant for complete vn's, those would have to be split into chapters or something)) using eleventy, purely because that's what i'm using as the static side generator for my page. this is just a global frozen const array of every dialogue line, plus some player stats and savefile stats.
3. the game ui script (ui.js) is very inefficient but works for the project: it keeps track of the state of the game (kiina, NOT a proper state machine or whatevs) and depending on what dialogue is shown (like diag I. curly, "hello!", flag: said_hi diag II curly jimmy "what?" if said_hi) it checks if the conditions are met and "resets" the images to the appropiate amount, the colors of the text etc!!!
honestly that's a lot of other stuff there, many tied to eleventy, but if you want to add me on discord im also internautica on there. i can send you the github link to a cleaned dddsim only project, or like. answer any and all questions, like genuinely ^^
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“part of me truly does hate people who are optimistic.” SAME
like im fake optimistic because i dont want to see other people complain about nothing. but in my heart im super negative and a bit spiteful actually
now i feel like you are me and i am you .........i am feeling the same way in my college nowdays..........
its nice to know im not alone in these feelings at least. thank you both <3
"Glaciers" was a beautiful read. could i ask what inspired that piece? i kind of interpreted it as life always moving, whether you want it to or not. you don't know where it'll take you, but you'll be forced to change along the way—like water to ice. And it's scary at first, but your growth leads you to something beautiful.
thats basically what its about actually!! ^^ it's meant to sound like someone having a realization that the pain they've endured helped them grow into who they are now, a beautiful person. the main inspirations were both my own personal experience, and a song named 'trial' by the pillows. it has a very winter-y tone to it, and the lyrics cover some pretty similar topics. im glad you enjoyed this one <3
also, you're definitely not alone with your recent journal entry. it gets better though, and i really mean that ♡ also, my first impression of you was that you were a very genuine person, and i'm sure others see that too when they're around you.
@blue sorry, i just take forever to think and type ToT i love that there's so much of your own experiences put into it though—that makes it much more beautiful. i've been meaning to find more jrock bands too, so that song was a nice surprise :) have a good day blue !!
hope you have a good day too! and thank you for the kind words as always <3