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Why do I have to feel shame on top of stress??? Why am I ashamed to be fearful of failure? Like, do I think it's immature to fail? Like only children are capable of making mistakes? I feel so small and pathetic, for what? ugh.
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its so crazy how I've literally learned nothing lol. Lorraine Landsworth investigation page coming this October!!!! If I don't delete everything first.
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Over the sky, right beyond the rain, behind the clouds. I hear 2 phrases simultaneously from the same voice. "It's lovely." and "There's nothing." Maybe the truth is lovely to them.
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the computer brings us nothing but sorrow as of late. I miss u neocities, I shall return to you soon :,) fuck social media all I need is Neocities
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Going to step away for a few weeks. If the last post indicated anything, it's that I need to stop thinking about this project every second of every day. Thank you for your support, I hope you can wait for us. We love you.
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I hate everything about what this project has done to me. I despise every single mistake I made in the process and I hate how desperate I sound when I try to get people to care about it. I feel like I have failed, despite achieving my goal, which was making something in the first place. It's hard not to be extremely envious and bitter about those who put in far less effort than I did and their success. --->
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los-deselatos-films-inc
2 months ago
It's hard not to despise the people who actively hurt and take advantage of their fans, yet still retain the respect and admiration of so many. I am creating something that everyone in my community SAYS they want, in concept, but when confronted with it, no one looks further than a passing glance. I talk to myself through alternate accounts in trying to build a mythos and play characters, and it's humiliating.
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los-deselatos-films-inc
2 months ago
I don't know how much more of this I can take. My mind and body refuse to allow me to give up however, I am just too damn stubborn and too obsessed with living in this world I've created. So I endure the obscurity because I can't stop. I hate this.
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probably o_O