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Don't get down on yourself wizard. I have had relationships and now I don't want them anymore. So there is a grass is always greener kind of thing. Just keep hope. Men actually gain value later in life, through wealth or experience. I always feel like there is a chance to meet someone. Just keep an eye out. Be yourself.

What pnn said. My friend only started dating in his 30s. Put yourself out there and you'll always find someone. The only thing that will ever doom you is losing hope.

I feel you. I received a couple of hugs this last month, but otherwise I'm as inexperienced with women as I was a decade ago, despite spending a lot of time with some. What really worries me is the upcoming lack of human interaction that'll come with being a NEET again. Loneliness is increasingly a problem for everyone, but it doesn't seem like there are any good solutions.

People nowadays are very lonley even with company. Sometimes living with someone who treats you bad constantly is worse than living alone. Just keep trying king.

congrats on the job, sounds neat and comfy

Thanks. It's not too bad even if the pay isn't all that great. Don't have to interact with too many people and doing it as a side hussle is my kind of work to begin with. The days I am off let me focus on my hobbies so having a not so demanding job is more suited to my kind of living for now.

The dream feels a bit... post-apocalyptic; climate change vibes. Areas flood, people die, you're driving on an empty highway and enter an empty skyscraper. A little bit more futuristic than modern day but not innovative, just... sad.

Being alone isn't always so depressing. At least, that's not how I felt when I had this dream. The flooding aspect does seem pretty real seeing as how bad hurricaines can get around here. Flooding is not fun and it's kind of scary to try to walk across water. Even when you know how to swim.

Sometimes, I wonder if these dreams are prophetic in a way though even I have trouble figuring out the meanings sometime.

Unrelated but I just realized I have a bad habit of repeating redundant words in my sentences. I do this with my speech too. JUST...

"It seems like even with all the help wanted signs at most stores and restaurants, employeers are very reluctant to hire." ikr. they complain abt being understaffed & muh labor shortage BUT YOU APPLY AND THEY IGNORE YOU ANYWAY

Sorry you need to be a female minority to get a job. Diversity is important.

feel better!

Your site is comfy though it's hard to find old stuff.

Like old blogs and such? I don't really date my topical posts other than my dailyblogs and dreamlogs. Perhaps that's something I need to work on.