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it's hard to acknowledge that happiness is fleeting and we don't know how long it'll last or if it'll be the last time... but try your hardest to banish those thoughts and enjoy the moment. life is like a stream that we're floating through, and sometimes your boat bumps into someone else's and you keep each other company for a while.

the human condition is unbearable sometimes, it makes you want to pull your hair out and scream and cry. but there are good moments too, and you will continue to have those happy moments scattered throughout your life, in fact i think the more you have, the more it multiplies. keep on going, and i'm glad you had a good time at the fair ♥

୨୧strawberryreverie very true, you always have very good insight and kind words for me, and i do appreciate you so much. sometimes, i fall back into the anger of needing to be miserable as to not lead to disappointment, even though that is no way to live life. i want to adopt, cautious optimism, or at least, pleasant neutrality and peace and radical acceptance

୨୧strawberryreverie i always hope you are well, and will pray for you, i wish you good-health and mental fortitude. ♡

keep writing, not necessarily to publish it here, but to be able to let off some of the pressure. I send you my best wishes for the bad to pass soon and for you to refocus on what makes you feel good.

So much love, Lisa ♡ I've been so anxious I've been throwing up in the mornings. I think about you always. The only way out is to continue. I'll do my best to write you soon, but I am so tired & so downtrodden, overwhelmed. I think about your last letter to me every day. I've been feeling better since I took that advice to heart.

I've been having dreams about frogs & fish, metamorphosis. I will pray for you, Lisa ♡ And when I have enough sleep and a quiet moment, I will write you again ♡

୨୧crepuscular thank you for your kind words. i will continue to write when i have inspiration. you are always so kind, thank you

୨୧vashti i pray for you often. please take care of your body and soul, and you will be able to endure any hardship, i believe in you. it will be okay. i pray for your well being and re-emergence in strength.!