unrelated and i dont want to status post, but i couldve sworn someone on NC had a blythe doll pixel base!? does anyone know about it...i can't remember who and it's driving me nuts T_T (i really want to make milky but i dont want to draw from scratch..lazy..)
It's soooo cute that you created OCs with your husband, that's what love is all about tbh!!
happy drawtober lapin!! i'm so looking forward to your entries, although i am a bit sad you took down the page because it was quite lovely even if you used a template(totally not biased because it's also one i use, heheh)! and i feel you about yumeing a character with dying hype... it's sad to see the amount of art and fic wind down. congrats on suigintou by the way!! hinaichigo pullip is still one of my dream dolls~
@sarah right!? it's so fun even though i know some people would cringe at it :P
@arachne haha i did like how it looked so i'll probably repurpose the gfx for another page *_* i just get in my head about having too many pages on my site (it's silly, it's my space to do whatever i want with) re:yumeing YES it's a struggle and i dont want to have to make my own content bc im lazy lmao. and thank you, im so excited! the hinaichigo pullip is so beautiful, i hope you can take her home one day!! ♥
i didn't get to comment on it but your last diary entry... i really felt that. it makes you feel like a monkey in a circus trying to preform to get a new job and prove that you deserve a good wage right? you did it!! congratulations on your new job and i'm excited for this positive change in your life! all of your hard work paid off, and yes fake it 'till you make it really does work, lol. so happy for you lapin!! ♥
oh, and i've been having trouble with art too since july... it's already september, so you'd think we'd be back on the mend by now right? but i'm finding it hard to get over... so looking forward to your oc-tober though! maybe i should do a prompt list with iris to get back into drawing her.
Ahhhh congrats on the new job, I hope it turns out to be the new start you were hoping for!! ♡♡
congrats on the new job lapin!! don't let fear overtake you, you're gonna do great there :)
@arachne thank you so much!!!! i'm looking forward to growing more. re:art you should definitely do a prompt list!! it might get you back into the mood for drawing. (plus i would really love to see more of your art ♥) it sucks though, a couple of other artists im friendly with also have the same problems since july 😔 fingers crossed we all can get thru it!
I'm always by your thrift shop finds. The shops where I live have only rlly old stuff/clothes that people don't anymore and/or for people that can't afford new stuff so antiques or cool stuff lol Also loved your new layout, I think that Milky and Diesel are too cute!
@nekonokuni thank you!!!! my city is like 80% old folks, our shops here used to be like that but since covid, there has been better stuff...kinda morbid to think about really lol
mostly just code clean up. i added a link to a silly faux bbs on dior's page, too. feel free to post on it if you want :3c
You're not alone, I haven't saw a single person who would say that job hunting is good lol Also, I think that is humilating too, I hate that I can't just say that I just want this job because I want money and I don't care who my employer is and that I HATE working in groups LOL
In my country we have something that's worse than an interview, it's called a group interview/group dynamic and the HR basically put from 4 to 20 people in a room (or it's online) and you have to introduce yourself in front of the other people, and play stupid games while HR judges you. The last one that I participate we (me+17 people) had to make an stupid debate about AI
but the people got into 2 different groups and in each group only 2 people talked because there wasn't enough time for everyone to say. So guess what, I didn't went foward in the process because I barely had a chance to talk lol Also these things usually last 2-3 hours (!!) I hate them so much LOL
@nekonokuni it really is the worst! those group interviews sound like a nightmare ngl, i feel like it would be too hard to truly shine in a situation like that >_< i think too it's lazy on the hiring managers part because they don't want to take the time to get to know everyone individually. just thinking about sitting in a room full of strangers trying to market myself gives me the hives T_T yuck!
what a nice trip, always much needed for a good reset. sorry about the weather though!! hopefully next time it'll be better. and get well soon! ♥ i also just recovered from covid, it sucks so much. free leon from baby jail!! your august finds are gorgeous also... that urn and clock are simply stunning.
omg that baby lapin drawing is so adorable and ofc she looks amazing in your cutrent style
Awww I like the design you did for your younger drawing! It's so charming. I also like what you did in your current work ^^.
We all need to be talked off the ledge by our moms sometimes tbh ...... I hope you're able to adjust soon and it goes well! ;w; ♡
thank you sarah!!!! i can't wait to get into the groove of things (❁´◡`❁)