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mindlessly yapping over here so scroll away if you will!! im really fond of how cute my website is and managing to make it feel "me" but since getting to college... it's a bit tiring facing people's obvious reaction to my works and interest in contrast to their image of me expecting to be masculine, i understand surprise but i can feel their "pushiness" ;;
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internet so slow i cant even change if i messed up the links to the other pages OTL ill visit tomorrow again
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hmln
3 weeks ago
oh i see, thank you! other links would take slowly while it was even more difficult here so i assumed so!
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hmln
3 weeks ago
minor updates on this site! apologies for being too busy to work on this site as well as im still adjusting in my 1st year of college ;;
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hmln
3 weeks ago
my wifi is bad right now so hopefully this sends but thank you so much for the kind words!! ><
forgot my usb with all my codes and files so im just editing the site directly with what i can change TT TT
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college is killing me ...... 12 art sketches due only for 6 to go through for final output and then 3 art plates 🥲 looking forward to midterm break and see if i remember to work on this! >< i got into f&h termina recently too :]
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cant be silly and have fun in life i fear anyway im not active on socials nor open emails that much but i found i got my first hate email for having no media literacy (on whatever it is) lawl and ofc the usual genshin hate insult which reminds me i havent opened it for weeks so im thankful for the reminder ^_^ also still trying to figure out what images to use for the about me page so its time taking OTL
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ermm i forgor and kept drawing self indulgent ship art....!!! ill try to work on this website soon 😔😔🙏 #trust
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hmln
5 months ago
yapped too much oops!! i fear i took off my ship arts off since irls are following my accounts LOL but i dont mind sharing it somehow or somewhere else ^_^
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hmln
5 months ago
LOL its funny enough i havent drawn in weeks until yaoi seeped into my brain again, no other interests worked which is crazy 🙂↕️
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i should really work on updating my pages so i won't yap here and place it there instead... orz
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i feel so bad for you. i also hate social stereotypes. society always imposes a "standard" for each genders, and if you don't fit in that "standard", you will be considered as "weirdo".
the best advice to live by is to continue to be yourself!! ur special interests and how you present yourself are what make YOU unique. never ever change who u are!!
thank you for the nice replies... really sorry for yapping abt my feelings here, feels embarrassing now haha.. which ill try to avoid doing again ;; ive been trying to get over it and do truly accept how i am, its just difficult feeling so lonely but while i read these late, please know its helped me a lot in not feeling so lonely(?) especially in motivation since reading your words >< ill do my best for this year!