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I hate how inconsistent my voice is being lately, the other day I passed in vc but today I join a game and they're all calling me tranny instead of whore... It fucks with me to no end because I can't control it, I don't change what I do but it sounds different regardless...
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MY MOM SHARED THE PHOTO WITH THE EXTENDED FAMILY GROUPCHAT OMG I WANT TO KILL SOMETHING SO MUCH RIGHT NOW
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friday-girl
4 days ago
If it's safe to do so, it might be worth letting her know that you aren't comfortable with how your face looks in that photo (and I guess generally letting her know you were particularly uncomfortable with the whole situation)
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leichpfand
4 days ago
i would but I don't think it'll be worth it rn, she wasn't the one that dragged me into the situation either it was my dad (suprising, ik), it's a stressful season for her so I don't want to make her feel guilty when she's done so much for me... I'll just suck it up it won't be the first time, it's the better option
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friday-girl
4 days ago
I guess it might be worth discussing the discomfort and such with your parents at some point though (maybe once things have calmed down), just thinking it might help prevent repeat incidents or something idk
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leichpfand
5 days ago
omfg I want to commit die so hard rn... I forgot but someone wanted to take pictures of us as a family before we left the event and I look SO BAD, my face is horrid, I'm so tall it looks weird. Only redeemable quality is that my body looks nice with the outfit I picked but I look like I want to die (which I do now (and then))
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leichpfand
5 days ago
Though I will say that I'm under the impression that if I didn't put that face on I would pass because this has opened my eyes at just how femenine my body is, my mom has her hand on my waist in one of them and it makes me look like a super model it's crazy, also my thighs, I had tight-ish pants on and my hoodie covered me down to about the middle of the thighs so it looked good, quite happy about that ig
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Wait hol up if I do have klinefelter does that mean I'm intersex and trans? It also means I was just born not a guy mentally or physically, far out that's crazy... Couldn't the mf upstairs have just kept the y chromosome to himself smh
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friday-girl
1 week ago
Well, that's still progress, which is always a very positive sign. (and if your college is getting asinine about it, is it possible to just send them a copy of the appointment confirmation thing or whatever?)
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leichpfand
1 week ago
yeah I guess they'll take it... Only problem is it'd be coming out to my teacher cuz the confirmation mentions "gender therapy" lol
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it MIGHT be time to consider proffesional voice training since it's free I think because europe but I'm a bit skeptical for some reason, I kinda don't want to do it seeing as I've already achieved a voice I like without outside help, I feel like I'd be taking a seat from someone who needs it more...