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I just looked at myself through a mirror naked and heiliges scheisse my upper body rn is so big it makes my head look tiny... When did I get like this? How have I not noticed this until now? Is this just my brain fucking with me?? Why does everything that should stay frozen and still have such a tendency to move and change...
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Was looking at a mirror after figuring out what narrow shoulders should look like... My shoulders are wider than my pelvis and I have a lot of it, there goes the self esteem train!
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leichpfand
3 months ago
It's not as noticeable as other stuff but fuck me I don't think you can change that...
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I hate how inconsistent my voice is being lately, the other day I passed in vc but today I join a game and they're all calling me tranny instead of whore... It fucks with me to no end because I can't control it, I don't change what I do but it sounds different regardless...
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leichpfand
3 months ago
it MIGHT be time to consider proffesional voice training since it's free I think because europe but I'm a bit skeptical for some reason, I kinda don't want to do it seeing as I've already achieved a voice I like without outside help, I feel like I'd be taking a seat from someone who needs it more...
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MY MOM SHARED THE PHOTO WITH THE EXTENDED FAMILY GROUPCHAT OMG I WANT TO KILL SOMETHING SO MUCH RIGHT NOW
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friday-girl
3 months ago
If it's safe to do so, it might be worth letting her know that you aren't comfortable with how your face looks in that photo (and I guess generally letting her know you were particularly uncomfortable with the whole situation)
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leichpfand
3 months ago
i would but I don't think it'll be worth it rn, she wasn't the one that dragged me into the situation either it was my dad (suprising, ik), it's a stressful season for her so I don't want to make her feel guilty when she's done so much for me... I'll just suck it up it won't be the first time, it's the better option
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friday-girl
3 months ago
I guess it might be worth discussing the discomfort and such with your parents at some point though (maybe once things have calmed down), just thinking it might help prevent repeat incidents or something idk
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if it makes you feel any better, I also know how it feels to get beaten up by the coot.