Doing a bit better this time. Thanks again to everyone who wished me well earlier. Let's all stay alive in the new year β¨
Happy new year Flonne, I hope this year brings you a lot of success and happiness! No matter what happens I'll always be wishing you the best. Take care!
Same to you, Lune ππ«β¨ I'm sure 2024 will bring you blessings and joyful moments in abundance!
Hope you feel better, it's hard to get out of that space but it's possible...
You're really hard on yourself! You say you're not getting any better, but look at the progress you've made now vs where you were a year or two ago. Sometimes healing our minds is dreadfully, painfully slow but that's ok, what matters is that we keep trying. The hard part is persistence of course... It's so much easier to just give up isn't it? But you deserve better than that. You owe it to yourself.
A friend once told me she operates on a "stop light" system. Green light for when she is having a good mental health day, where she pushes herself to her limits and accomplishes great things. Yellow light for when she is in the middle, doing what she can manage. And red light, for those hard times. When you are in "red light", let your body and mind rest.
Never feel guilty about letting your body rest when you're feeling unwell, and there will be a time when you're in "green light" again. That's your window of opportunity! The cycle can be a little maddening, but it gets easier to manage, I promise. I hope you feel better.
thank you orin, capy, jay... you didnt have to say anything, but you took the time anyway and for that i'm grateful
and arachne, thank you for reminding me that by design this process is slow. i can hate it, i can be frustrated by it, i can go into despair about it, but no matter how strong my resistance or how mournful my lament, it's just going to take time. a long time. in the meantime, i'll try to be patient and forgiving. thank you for your insight
Clickbait title for today's entry: I have to illustrate **fucking all of them.**
Also, added Hans & Thoma to my crush page, plus the long awaited tierlist at the bottom!!!
congrats on the employment flonne thats so awesome!! You should celebrate!! Also good luck on your current ACNH playthrough... let me know if you ever need help. Bells, nmt, recipes, I have an abundance of all of it. I am loaded in ACNH and I'd love to get rid of my unused wealth lol!
omg!! an invitation to the illustrious comet isle!!!! yes, i'd love to come over and free you of your opulent baggage. i've started this run with Literally Nothing and need all the help i can get;; i figure you're busy these days-- so how about over winter break? whenever you're free!
congrats on your new job!! i also feel your pain on feeling like you HAVE to rush and put out a perfect illustration project. it's really rough...please remember to try to take your time and be kind to yourself!! i know its easier said than done but i'm rooting for you! γΎ(β§β½β¦*)o
thank you lapin <333 i'll remember that you're cheering for me and take it all one day at a time
no, thank YOU for having such a cool website-- one that's only getting cooler. the terminal idea is so unique, i couldnt stop smiling at my screen... i've been meaning to follow you since i wrote in your guestbook anyways, so it's my bad for taking this long!
Uploading my backlog of Undertale fanart!!!! And wondering what I should do with my non-UT gallery... I never use it....... lol..............
Woah I finally get to see the flonne pc build! It's just as cute as I anticipated. Its truly your essence distilled into a desk setup... This makes me want to show off my workspace too! I hope it won't be a hassle to move with your upcoming move.
Ah yes, my pc finally posted (without fanfare;;) I agree, it's Flonnecore to the max!!! I'd love to see pics of your desk and whatnot, I bet it's even cuter than mine! As for moving my set up... well, we'll cross that bridge when we get to it -w-
clickbait title for today's entry: Please Be Patient, God Isn't Finished With Me Yet
Ugh finally commenting is back! I wrote a comment but couldn't post it until the comments got fixed so please excuse the lateness v.v :...your 2023 year review was just so darling and heartfully written that i wanted to show my love for it! firstly, the layout is SO cute. i love the colors and the carefully selected
the carefully selected gifs on each page. the spread of all your '23 layouts really shows how talented you are. as usual, your eye for design brings me joy! i can tell how much love and effort goes into crafting each page and layout, and you deserve all the compliments about being unique in aesthetic and content.
i am going to add all the media that you've consumed and liked over 2023 to my media list! i am the kind of person that revisits old favorites instead of taking a chance on new things, so what better way to start one of my 2024 resolutions than with your list? you have great taste so i know i'll enjoy the books/manga/music you've written about.
speaking of writing, i really appreciate your diary entries and reading about your journey. the resources you've used, the books that helped guide you, what worked and what didn't. change is a long and arduous process, and you are incredibly strong and brave to take it on. i've also struggled a lot with the things you deal with, it does get better but...it's a constant battle. don't ever forget you are a fighter!
just know that this random internet stranger is in your corner, cheering you on <3 :) whew, im so sorry for this monster of a sappy comment but i really did enjoy reading about your year! i hope 2024 brings much happiness and many blessings to you, flonne. happy new year! β‘ β₯
p.s.: your computer is also one of the cutest i've ever seen!
oh my goodness lapin π₯Ί if this comment is a sappy monster then it's got me down with a 1HKO!!!! i have a lot to say in response (i'll mail you!) but i want to say here that, to me, you are more than a random internet stranger. i look up to you a lot and appreciate the work you do, both on your website and in the community you've built for others like us. thank you for everything, and for these heartfelt words too π