This was a nice read, thank you for sharing! I totally agree with your statement about "real community" being the antidote. There must be communities of counter-culture opposition to popular social media, we just have to find them. If you do let me know :)
I might be wrong but that sounds like cognitive behavior therapy, a topic I was pursuing for a while. I have some emotional blindness and find introspection, and thus CBT, difficult. I'd love to learn how to master it though, it sounds like a very useful emotional tool.
At least I'm finally old enough for the things I like anyway to be "retro" and fun again.
I wish I didn't have to go to school lmao. I'm out for christmas break for like 2 weeks but still L
That L inevitably grows into a W, no matter what else happens. Graduating from high school is the best feeling ever.
haven't been in any school in over a decade and i still routinely get those dreams where i'm trying to get to a class that i've never been to and it's also the day the final paper is due and i didn't write anything and i'm wandering around empty classrooms with the dread level increasing every second in my brain
I had those for years. Then suddenly I had one where I was lucid dreaming, and I could rewind and retry my mistakes. It never concluded, but the feeling was pronounced. Then I never had one again.
@misterdizzy true, tho honestly I dont even care if i graduate high-school if it means i have more time to make millions. Life ain't all about money but damn does it help to have a million dollars
this is so chaotic neutral. i love it