i THINK this is the right part to comment on so... the schizoid stuff just sounds like a traumatised autistic person? idk. maybe you havent been traumatised but.. i understand not wanting affection. but personally i think the reason is because "i havent found the right person/people yet, either that or im just very depressed." anyway, like, "disorders" are just things made up by psychologists
they are JUST a group of psychologist's opininos, right? so when disorders overlap and you try to figure out "Which one do I have..." it's kinda silly. me included. because these labels are created by oppressive systems that want to call us "broken" and "disordered" and then we go "yeah im broken, which kind tho?" and its just a bit sad really
obvs you do relate to people with szpd, and maybe that IS enough to say you have it, but i'm talking about like... sociological philosophy here ig. i should probalby write a blog post about this. i have a lot of weird philosophiocal thoughts sincei was pretty young and theyre all building up and exploding bro
yes!!!!!!!!
lamento....... love this page