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I feel quite burnt out, and art class will be keeping me busy. I'll probably be around reading blog posts and linking what I find interesting. I want to keep working on my site, but the excitement isn't there currently

Can relate to being called "too sensitive", likely for similar reasons. Happy to hear you're finding yourself. <3

You're probably working on this right now but just so you know the art nouveau border doesn't seem to be resizing with the screen contents

Yeah, I'm not really sure how to get it looking right, haha! I'll have to play around with it or try looking up solutions

Currently editing a webpage talking about my favorite characters :) Not sure when I'll finish it

I love your art so much

I appreciate it so much, thank you <3

The prevention page has a lot of tips that have helped me as well. I notice suicide ideation thoughts as a signal that I'm not doing well and that I should focus on better habits (make it more about behaviour rather than feeding the negative thought spiral). I have gotten a lot better at dealing with different kinds of negative thoughts and sometimes the strategy is different depending on what it is.

And coming out as trans helped a lot but I still sometimes have the same idle thoughts of death (almost like in the Barbie movie - irrepressable thoughts of death), it's a part of depressive symptoms for me so I try to work with it (I know it's just how my brain works, for whatever reason). Coming out as trans and living as my preferred gender identity helped a lot as well.