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"i have this really tense fear of being misunderstood, but at the same time, i dont want anyone to understand me." NOOOO NOT THE RELATABLE CONTRADICTIONS AGAIN STOP IT STOP IT UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHH UAO OODNU ONUONU DONAPOUN I think it's probalby a sense of vunerability or something. Personally I want to be understood, but like... Not by NORMIES or whatever. I want a clone, is what I'm sayuing I think. Hmm.

They clearly knew your birthday was the perfect occasion. What better gift than an entire game dropping just for you?

I'm not some exotic fantasy You won't remember my face. I love these lines 🫠

thank you!! i had a lot of fun writing that one ^^

You aren't alone, and you aren't worthless.......you're someone who matters, who deserves kindness and understanding.

thank you so much, that really means a lot to me <3

because you said you were running out of things to put in your diary, couldn't you write about things you DO like? even if there's not many things you like, it's at least something interesting to write about

"there are so many different ways to write about just one feeling, or experience, and none of those ways feel adequate enough". i think that's such a beautiful way to describe your relationship with poetry ˊᗜˋ i love everything you published this update, especially "Breathless".

yeah, now that i think on it a little more, i think the inadequacy of words is what makes writing beautiful, too. maybe its not such a bad thing after all ^^ glad you enjoyed the poetry for this update btw, breathless was so fun to write, i'm happy you really like that one <3

I love this wine poem 🥹... It feels like I’m right there in the moment.....💗💞

thank you <3

you really got to that feeling when it comes to making a script for a video essay, or debating someone. no matter what i say, i'll never get the true feeling out. words aren't enough. lyrics are almost enough - that's it.

Words are a very complicated thing, you can never fully relay everything you mean no matter how many words you use. While its more about the concept of relaying memory, im reminded of this exchange in Metal Gear Solid 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdiDL19JWAI . Its one of my favorite moments from the series.